Need to Vent

I started another blog on Wordpress with my husband, but I need this one to vent.

I am so unhappy, stressed, and depressed right now. I have so much right now weighing heavy on me. And my relationship with God is a primary source of all this....

No, God is not causing this. I'm just not spending time with Him so He can help me carry it all. I can't tell you the last time I consistently had a quiet time. I haven't been reading much of anything lately, much less the Bible.

I am in awe that God is continuing to bless our family.....it has to be because of my husband.

I feel like a huge failure as a person, a wife and a mom. I don't have any friends right now to be honest.....yeah, there are people at church....and others who "say" they are my friend...but no one close.

You know....those girlfriends you go to lunch with, or call every once and awhile....those are nonexistent right now. I miss that............

God, help me out of this pit..............please!

Family Research Council: Stay-at-home parents will not receive Obama's Child Tax Credit

Family Research Council: Stay-at-home parents will not receive Obama's Child Tax Credit

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Broken Wings?

Ok....I think I am going to train my 10 month old to be the next Etrade baby......but I might have missed his "window of opportunity" of age...haha!

Super Bowl???

Dish Network still does not offer local channels where we live....so we won't be watching the Super Bowl. My husband is not really into it.....and the kids aren't old enough to really get into it. I'd like to see it just because it is the 1st appearance for the Saints....but after some of the underhanded plays on Brett 2 weeks ago, I'm not sure I want to see them after all. :(

I'm sure many will be chowing down on Super Bowl snacks, not even thinking of what it is doing to them. They will mindlessly eat away hundreds of empty calories. I know this because I've done it over and over again. Maybe Dish Network is doing me a favor today. I won't be tempted at a Super Bowl Party! ;)

I am almost done reading Julie Hadden's new book "Fat Chance". She's the runner up of Biggest Loser, Season 4. She is a very strong Christian woman.....and a stay at home mom with 2 boys. (Do we see a connection here? That's me!!!) I really relate to her. I think we are actually close in age.

I pray I can succeed in getting healthy, fit, and slim.....just like her!

EA Sports Active

Here is a workout that I am using:

He has arrived............

Well, my husband made it home, thank goodness. Now my oldest has an awful cough and a low grade fever. I hope he gets better soon. I have never seen him this sick in a long, long time.

My husband is wanting to start a blog. However, his will be more of an emphasis on political views and issues. Me? I just talk about our life. It helps to express some words online....it is a "vent" sometimes for me.

I hope we have a great weekend!